Clydesdale Media Podcast

We catch up with Gabby for the 3rd year in a row and comes in to Semis this year higher than she has ever come in before.  She has made a change this year and we will see how it pays off.

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We cover the sport of CrossFit from all angles. We talk with athletes, coaches and celebrities that compete and surround in the sport of CrossFit at all levels. We also bring you Breaking News, Human Interest Stories and report on the Methodology of CrossFit. We also use the methodology to make ourselves the fittest we can be.

I was born to kill it.

I was meant to win.

I am down and willing,

so I will find a way.

It took a minute,

now it didn't happen right away.

When it get hot in the kitchen,

you decide to stay.

That's how it win us, man.

what is going on everybody

welcome to the collage dome

media presents the

semi-finalist series as

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last couple years doing

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Man,

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This is our second Canadian today.

We're calling this Canada

Day at Clydesdale Media.

Canada Day.

We had Emily Rolf on a couple hours ago.

We have Gabby on, Gabby Spence.

She's with us now.

We have Hattie Canio later tonight.

So, Canada Day.

There we go.

I like your intro.

That was awesome.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I, I,

it's hard to not dance and then like

to stop it before we hit the live.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So I'm going to hype you up a little bit.

I like it.

Yeah.

So, um, Gabby Spence,

this is third year in a row.

You've been on this series.

Um, interesting, fun fact.

You are hanging in my dining room.

I'm hanging in your dining room.

You are really.

My wife is very,

very meticulous about none

of my stuff ever makes it upstairs.

Yeah.

None of my stuff.

But we put together a

collage of me interviewing people.

Yeah.

And one of those interviews was with you.

So there's a picture of me

interviewing you in a

collage that's hanging.

The only thing I have in our living space,

you're there.

Oh, that's awesome.

I'll just send me a picture of that.

That's I'm honored to be there.

Yeah.

So, so cool.

And it was at the Mac two

years ago when we first met.

Right.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Backstage there.

Yeah.

When I had terrible lighting

and you couldn't,

it was a little dark and

gloomy back there,

but we're going back there.

We're going back there in the East.

You don't have to, but no.

Yeah.

I get, I get California this year again.

Yeah.

That'll be fun.

So we've been doing this for three years.

You have,

you kind of like burst on the

scene that first year, right?

Like I think you finished

top 20 in that first semifinal.

Oh boy.

What was that?

I think I was eight, 17 or 18,

something like that.

I think I have 19th.

19.

Yeah.

That sounds right.

Yeah.

So top 20,

you didn't come in at that

highly ranked and then kind

of did really well that weekend.

And so we talked to you quite a bit.

I talked to your family that

weekend quite a bit.

It was fun getting to know you.

Then the next year,

you improve in the quarterfinal area.

But when you get to semis,

it was a little bit slipped back.

Mm-hmm.

was it programming?

Was it nerves?

Was it,

I was trying to figure out because

like we had a bigger field, like,

cause when I was at the Mac,

it was 40 girls per semifinal.

And then, so last year it was, um,

60 at that semifinal.

So I was trying to kind of figure out,

you know,

since there was double the field, um,

how that kind of worked out too.

Yeah.

The anticipation going in

last year was with a 60 person field,

if you had a bad event,

it could really hurt you.

Yeah.

Your hole was too big.

You couldn't come back from it.

Like you couldn't have passed.

Yeah.

Sydney Wells made that a joke.

Yeah.

That was incredible.

By getting a zero and still

qualifying for the games.

But for the most part,

that did not happen at semis last year.

Nope.

Nope.

So then you go into this offseason.

In years past, you trained in the States,

which are truly from Alberta, Canada.

Yeah.

So what was – why the change

this year to stay in Alberta?

That's a good question.

I think –

There was a few things that

kind of came up.

Last year,

it was really hard to be away

from my family.

I just had some kind of

personal like family stuff come up.

I even had some health stuff

going on in the beginning

of the year just due to

kind of stress being away from my family,

especially in such a hard time.

And then I just really also

wasn't in a great space,

like mentally even going

into the semifinals.

Like I kind of just felt

like everything was kind of

crumbling around me and I

felt like I was just trying

to hold it together.

So during, you know,

the off season or whatever,

I kind of just tried to

take time to figure myself out,

tried to do, you know,

go to counseling and all

that kind of stuff.

And I just really felt like I needed to,

like it was time to stay home.

Um,

I just had peace about staying back

here with my family,

going back to my gym training,

training there.

Um,

it just felt like the right thing to do,

especially mentally.

It's like, you know, you say all the time,

it's like,

you can be as good physically as you want,

but if you're not, you know,

there mentally, then

It's a little challenging.

So when you were here in the States,

you would train at I Love It.

Yeah.

Which is like a hotbed of

CrossFit athletes.

Yeah.

Especially at the semifinal level.

They've taken teams to the games.

They've people right on the

cusp of making the games, but not quite.

Yeah.

So now that you're back at your home gym,

who's doing the programming for you?

Who's out?

What's it like working out

there without that hub?

Um, I'm still following, um,

mostly like mayhem programming,

but I'll always do the

class workouts at the gym there.

And Jason McDonald has been, um,

a big factor and you know

like I'll pick his brain

about you know if I have

pull-ups in the class

workout and there's

pull-ups in the mayhem

programming like I'll talk

to him and be like you know

like what should I sub here

for for this um he has so

much knowledge and also you know taking

knowledge I learned down

like in the States,

just talking to like Mitch and Kaylee.

They're so, so awesome and so smart.

So I feel like I've kind of

picked up on being able to

listen to my body, realizing that,

you know,

mayhem is very general programming.

It's not specific.

So kind of taking that and learning how to,

you know,

make things a little personal and,

I think that answers your

question a little bit.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So you're saying from all the experience,

you're actually learning

how to kind of program for

yourself with some input.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Exactly.

How good are you at

self-evaluating what you

need to work on to make

sure you hit those spots in

your training as well?

I think that I've come...

to be good at that.

It's definitely been a

learning curve and I still will,

like I said,

I'll pick other people's brains at my gym,

all the coaches there, especially,

you know, Jason,

Sue is another person like, yeah,

I think that I kind of know

where my weaknesses are.

And so trying to put an

emphasis on that for sure.

So I have a hard time.

Usually when I watch an athlete,

I know what their strengths are,

what their holes are.

With you,

it's difficult because you do

have some gymnastics ability.

You're strong.

You showed that in the bench

last year during Glinda.

So what do you think your holes are?

I think gymnastics.

For sure, I think.

And, like, gymnastics.

And then also I think that

one of my weaknesses is

kind of has been mentally.

I get really in my head and, like,

I kind of pull, like,

issues in or convince

myself that I don't really belong places.

And then that takes such a

big impact on my performance.

But it was interesting

talking to Kaylee after

last year because there was six events.

three of the events that

didn't have any gymnastics in it,

I placed in the top 30 and

the other three that had

gymnastics components,

I placed in the bottom 30.

So I thought that that was

also kind of interesting.

Um, just, I think that it's, you know,

something that's not natural to me.

Like gymnastics is a very

not natural thing to me.

So really having to try to

focus on building that up

has been a big challenge.

You're,

you're a bit taller than most

CrossFit athletes.

I would say so.

And so does that range of

motion hurt you in the gymnastics part,

or is it something you can overcome?

I, that's a good question.

I don't, I think that, you know,

it's very likely that

doesn't play to my favor, you know,

having longer

limbs on certain things.

And I think that I've

accepted that I might not

ever be like the best at

hands down pushups and all

that kind of stuff.

But I definitely know that I can,

there's still a lot of room

to grow in that area to

make that gap smaller.

So

so you work on all that stuff.

You, you need to test yourself.

Um,

I know you've done some off season comps.

How do you make those decisions?

Like where you're going to go to test, um,

and things like that.

Um, well,

I always like doing our local

competition here in Calgary because, um,

There's some good

competition here in Alberta,

and that's just kind of one

that's close to home.

It's fun,

and it's a good test of fitness

to go there.

And then I've kind of had my mind.

I competed at Guadalupalooza this year,

and I tried to qualify for

that competition, like,

I think three years ago.

And I didn't make it.

So then I was really in my

head and kind of weird

about even trying to do the

qualifier again,

because I was just nervous

that I wasn't going to make it again.

So this year I was like, okay,

like I need to,

I need to kind of overcome that and just,

just go for it.

Um, I think it's just kind of whatever,

whatever comes, comes up into my,

my head and whatever seems kind of smart.

And I'll, uh, you know,

talk to Jason about it and, um,

Yeah.

So here's a picture of

battle at the barracks.

Yeah.

Is that right?

Yeah.

You just happened to win it.

Just happened.

So there you are on the podium.

I believe four of you on the podium.

Yeah.

Are going on to semifinals.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Amy, Janie and Lindsay there.

And so when you say there's

some good competition in Alberta,

that's a great test for you.

Here's four semifinal

athletes that you got to go

head to head with.

And you brought home the

world championship belt.

Yeah.

Sitting right up there.

So how cool of a prize is that?

It's pretty cool.

It's just like,

Like,

when else are you going to get a big

old belt like that?

And I'm like,

I don't even know what I'm

going to do with this thing,

but it's super cool.

Yeah.

So is it metal and leather?

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's like pretty legit.

So it's heavy.

Yeah.

So...

I have thrown out that a way

for CrossFit to grow is to

have certain things that are,

that you name a champion for.

Like,

I don't know if you know about the

Colton Mertens, Jake Berman burpee off.

No.

So Colton Mertens went head

to head with Jake Berman to

see who could do a hundred

burpees for time faster.

Okay.

I think Colton won.

He should get a belt, right?

I'm the world champion burpee person.

And he gets to hold that

until someone challenges

him to take him on and wins the belt,

right?

Yeah, yeah.

And you could do that for...

grace and you could do it

for um fran you could do it

and for different things

right yeah and then you

have like these 15 belts

that travel depending on

who owns them at the time

yeah yeah I like that

because what's cooler than

being able to stand there

like the wrestling champion

or the ufc champion um and

you're the champion of the

world in that that event I like that yeah

So when I saw that on your Instagram,

I was like, man,

I have to pull that up

because that's super cool.

It is pretty cool.

Yeah, it's special for sure.

Yeah.

I like that idea.

Yeah, the traveling belt, see who.

Yeah, so back to you.

You compete here.

In these competitions,

do you learn anything about yourself?

Mm-hmm.

So what,

what did you learn at the battle

of the barracks?

Oh my word.

Yeah.

So actually that was a,

I think that was a big

turning curve for me.

Um, at least as a competitor, like,

like mentally, um,

I was like a few weeks out,

I was stressed,

like out of my mind to the

point where I was like, I was like, why?

Like just so stressed.

It's obviously like,

it's vulnerable whenever you,

you go and do a competition.

Um, and I know that there's, you know,

other very high level athletes.

So I was like, you know, it's, yeah,

it's kind of scary.

Um,

and then about like a week out from

competing, I just was like,

like I was talking to God and I was like,

what, like, what am I, you know,

doing this for?

And I just felt so much like, he was like,

You put in all the work.

You've done all the training.

You've done all of that.

Now it's time for you to trust that,

trust God,

and focus on the people there

at the gym and enjoying your time,

being encouraging to other people,

watch the other heats,

and just hang out with

just be kind and like share

the experience and enjoy it all.

And it made it the entire

weekend so much better.

And when I walked into the back after,

like they did like all the

prizes and everything,

I was collecting all my

stuff and I was like,

wow, that made winning so much more fun.

Cause I was like, what,

what fun would it be right now if I,

you know, got my super cool belt,

but I was miserable all

weekend and didn't enjoy it.

And I was just, you know, head down.

It's like, I just think that, you know,

you have to enjoy it and you have to like,

when people say go out there and have fun,

it's not just because you

have fun doesn't mean you're not trying.

It's like, you know,

So I'm going to come back to that.

Corey Leonard's in the chat.

I missed it.

How old is Gabby?

I'm 26.

I just turned 26.

Yeah.

I knew you were mid twenties.

I didn't know the exact number.

Yeah.

So as, but you,

you didn't start CrossFit till later,

right?

I started it when I was,

I think it was 19 or 20.

And I didn't,

I didn't really like start

taking it seriously until like three,

three years ago or so, six, six years.

But again,

not seriously until like just

three years ago.

So.

I'm going to dive into this

and hopefully it takes us a cool place.

But when you train with a

group like I love it, right?

Everybody has a different

way of how they handle a competition.

And you say that like,

and I know like there are some athletes,

like we just had Emily Rolf on.

She is very much in a zone

when she's at a competition.

Mm-hmm.

Right.

Blinders on,

focused on the task at hand

and not necessarily wanting

to like socialize in the back.

Then you have someone like

Ariel Lowen who like has to

socialize with everybody.

Yeah.

Right.

But yet they're both very

successful at what they do.

Yeah.

But they take very different approaches.

Yeah.

did you try one way thinking

it was the way you had to

be and discover this year

that you can do it the

other way and it's actually

more natural for you?

I would say so.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So you need to enjoy the weekend.

Oh yeah.

Yeah.

How much of a relief is that

off of your shoulders discovering that?

Like a big, big relief.

So did Battle of the

Barracks come before or

after Wadapalooza?

Before.

Okay.

So then you go to Wadapalooza.

You have this new found idea

of how you need to be in a

competition weekend.

Were you able to play it out

at Wadapalooza?

Yes and no.

Um,

I felt like I was like mentally,

I was in a pretty good

space starting off.

And then, um,

event two was like the strict pull-ups.

Um, I didn't,

I didn't have the greatest

experience throughout that

workout as far as like with my, my judge,

unfortunately.

And it really kind of got

into my head and I sort of

spiraled and like the, the next day after,

um,

especially after if

something doesn't really go

ideally or like not my way

I pull issues sort of in

and kind of create this

chaos and get really

emotional so it's almost

like I kind of went back to

how I was at the semifinals

so like I went into it

really trying to bring that

same energy and the same focus I had

at Battle of the Barracks

and it was a little bit of

a different challenge

because nobody knows who I

am at Wadapalooza right but

like you know at the

barracks it was a little

bit easier because I was a

little bit more comfortable

people knew who I was but

then you're at Wadapalooza

nobody knows who you are

your face isn't up in you

know Vendor Village it's

other your competitors

right and it's like it's

hard to not feel and when I

say insignificant I don't

mean like anything against like

the fact that they're, they're up there,

but it does get in your

head a little bit if you let it.

And I think I definitely let it.

You know, it, it,

it may surprise you to know

that I get those feelings too.

In this media space,

there's a lot of times

where you can feel insignificant.

I don't have the most followers.

I don't have the most likes.

I don't have the most views.

And you have to fall back

on... I do this because I

love hearing the stories.

I love talking to the athletes.

And regardless of if two

people watch or 2,000 people watch,

it's what I love doing.

Yeah.

Right.

Yeah.

And when you go in and when

you have that attitude,

the other stuff just happens.

Yeah, it's true.

Hey, so, so during, during what a Palooza,

uh,

did you get it righted that

weekend or did you come out

of there going,

we've got to figure out a

way for me to be,

to have some kind of tool

to not go down this road again?

Yeah.

Yeah.

I came out with it.

Like I felt like I was

finally able to kind of

identify that that's what it was.

And like, I,

I talked to my mom and then I'm like,

I need to, you know, catch this before,

before I let it spiral.

So really trying to, um,

yeah, just be,

be more aware of my emotions

and not try to like stuff them down.

But, you know, talking about what's,

what's going on and kind of, you know,

use the help that's, that's around you.

I'm not alone and I know that.

So I need to make sure like

that's on me to,

to use the people around me.

So you do the open in the

quarterfinals in your home gym,

I'm assuming.

Yeah.

Right.

And years past you did that.

And I love it.

What,

what is the difference in the support

group having family close

that you can lean on in those moments?

Oh, it was, it was great.

And like, even when I was down at,

I love it.

Like they're,

they're like family to me too.

Obviously, you know, it's,

it's a little different.

It's they're, they're like the gym,

gym family.

I think just,

having my family here they

add so much balance to my

life like because like my

mom just started doing

crossfit but besides

besides my mom um nobody

else in my family does does

it so it's been really

beneficial to me to be able

to have you know that part

of my life that isn't in

the gym and then doing the

open like back home here

with the same people I started

CrossFit with like I did it

at the the 915 class which

is the class I take every

single day and doing it

with with them was you know

it was amazing it was it

was a lot of fun so then

you moved to quarterfinals

yeah and same support yeah

did you have to do it

during a class or did they

no I did it yeah just

because setting up the the

camera and didn't want to

risk you know anybody coming in front of

the camera and then kind of

being able to work on my

schedule and Jason's

schedule just worked out a

little bit better to not do

it during the class.

Did people come in and watch?

Some people.

Yeah.

Yeah.

What was that like for you?

Pardon?

What was that like for you?

Oh, it's awesome.

It's like the community is

always the best part of it.

Right.

Yeah.

And I'm like blessed to have such.

Yeah.

just such good people around me.

And then it makes you feel

like when you're doing the workout,

it's not just you.

It's like, you know,

people are there cheering

you on and yeah.

Like I'm just lucky that those, yeah.

The people I've known for three years.

So to have their,

their support and

everything just means so much to me.

So I had Rebecca Fuseli on last week.

Okay.

And she talks about how

doing it in front of her community is,

is almost charges her up

more than doing it on the live stage.

They've seen you hurt.

They've seen you.

They've seen you through all

of the hard training moments.

Yeah.

So to celebrate with them

during like quarterfinals

in the open is that much sweeter.

Totally.

Yeah.

I agree with that 100%.

It's like nothing gets you

more fired up than having

that community and

behind you and those people

yeah that that believe in

you it makes I was like

some people ask you how you

stay motivated I'm like I

could never do if it was

just you know just me going

into a gym and doing it

leaving like having no

interactions with those

people so I would get

burnt out so fast and a big

part of why I stay

motivated is just there's

just people around you that

believe in you all the time

and they want to see you do

good you want to see them

do good it's it's uh yeah

it's something special so I

want to touch on wataplooza

one more time the weather

conditions there are always

so unpredictable yeah

Was that a part of like what

got in your head?

Because they had to move

like gymnastic movements

from regular to strict for 50 reasons.

And like, and it was last minute.

They changed the workout

three times before you hit the floor.

Like they took unknown and

unknowable to a whole new level.

Yeah.

I loved it.

I think it was, it was a little stressful,

but like I'm a BC kid.

So,

and I loved playing in the rain growing

up.

So it was like,

Yeah, it was like a little bit hectic.

You didn't really know.

I didn't know what any of

the workouts actually were

until very shortly before the event.

And then

I liked being out there in

the rain during that, like,

strict pull-up one.

That's the one where I had

kind of that unfortunate situation.

But I was just, like, crying.

But it was, like, also raining.

And then the wall ball hit

me a few times in the face.

And I just kind of, like,

even though I was, like, very emotional,

it was also fun and funny

at the same time.

I just think I was able to enjoy it.

I think that's what I love

most about you is you don't

take yourself super seriously at times.

Like I go to your games page

and the picture you use as

your profile is the goofiest thing.

But it just says a lot about you.

Yeah.

Yeah, those faces.

Yeah.

So I can see where like you

being ultra serious is not good for you.

Right.

Competition.

Yeah.

It's not, no,

I don't think it's naturally who,

who I am.

It's almost like something I

feel like I almost have to, to do.

In fact,

I think I made a comment about one

of your faces during the year,

but when we DM back and

forth occasionally,

you're always like doing

the goofy face and yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

things make me smile that's

so good yeah so many people

like anytime I post

anything of my like my face

I always just get lots of

responses and I'm just very

expressive I used to think

that I was so good at

hiding the way I felt about

things until I started like

videoing myself like doing

workouts and stuff I'm like

I make my face goes crazy

like I can see exactly how

I feel and yeah

So picture a content creator

trying to find a good

picture for a thumbnail.

Where can I clip?

Where can I steal from?

Where can I... You don't

give me much to choose from.

I'll try to sneak a couple

in there a year.

Man,

I need to get to semis and I got this

really cool new camera.

I could snap a couple of pictures.

I'll try to smile for a few.

Yeah.

I mean,

even like I went back and looked at

the interview I did for me

with you coming off the floor last year.

Yeah.

You're being goofy in that moment.

Like the whole first part of

that video is like us just

chopping it up before we

get to a serious question.

Probably.

Just wait until you see.

I tried smelling salt with

one of my friends the other

day for the first time.

I haven't posted the video yet,

but you just wait until you

see my face in that one.

And you might have a good

picture for next time.

Chandra says, Gabby pulls the best faces.

That's my sister.

thanks jandra and uh so now

I want to talk about you

you going into semifinals

you put you send in your

quarterfinal scores all

hell breaks loose yeah

wednesday after that yeah

what was going through your

head for the for the week

leading up to the

scoreboard being final gosh

I was just thankful that

Once I got video one and two,

luckily I got those

validated pretty fast.

I don't remember what day I

got them validated, but I was like,

thank goodness, like,

those are validated.

And then in my head I was like,

I wouldn't be surprised if

three and four didn't get

even looked at because, like,

I was just like,

they're going to have to go

through everyone's.

videos um but I was nervous

like I was refreshing like

every hour and seeing if

three and four got

validated like and then

this Monday comes and then

they make it official and

I've just been exhausted

for like Monday until today

I'm feeling like kind of

normal but like I was just

stressed out and I was

trying to keep myself calm

and everything but yeah it

was crazy so crazy

So two questions.

One,

how good does it feel that your

movement standard was up to par?

It feels really good.

I was thankful that I had

Jay there judging because I

looked at the video and my

first box step up,

he gave me a no rep because

I wasn't fully extended.

And then every one after that,

I stood all the way up.

So I was happy that he called it.

I was happy that, yeah,

I stood the rest of them up.

My second question is you

come into semis in seventh position.

Yeah.

That is a massive

improvement over the last

couple of years.

Yeah.

What does that tell you that

your fitness is getting

that much better or you're

figuring stuff out?

I think I'm just figuring, like,

I do believe that my

fitness is getting better for, like,

100%.

But then I also just feel like, yeah,

I'm just figuring it out.

And, like,

I think I've gotten to a good

place of balancing, you know,

life and CrossFit.

And, yeah,

I just think I'm learning about myself.

So here's the tough question.

Every time you're on,

we talk about your faith.

Mm-hmm.

that's part of the balance, right?

You're starting to have some success,

but it, but I know as a Christian man,

it's, it's important to keep God first.

What do you do to keep

yourself grounded in these moments and,

and keep your faith where

it's supposed to be priority wise?

Yeah.

Um,

I've kind of discovered

something recently and it's

mostly when like I pray at

the end of the day.

I used to always think that

I had to say these perfect

words and I had to say them

out loud to pray or like

reflect and everything.

But recently I've just

gotten into just sitting

and being quiet and like

just thinking about my day

and almost like, almost feels like I'm,

letting myself see how good

God is and everything.

And like,

I always pray every day for like my,

just my interactions with people.

And then I just, yeah,

I just sit and I think

about my day and I think

like so many things,

so many moments come

popping into my head and

I'm just sitting there like, wow,

thanks God.

And I just think, and then I say, wow,

like thank you.

And then I go into, you know,

my praying about, you know, specific,

like,

things to pray on and I read

my Bible I think it's just

like I think I'm allowing

myself time to just really

see and believe that God is

using me for something in

this I'm not just you know

doing this for the heck of

it it's like I'm allowing

trying to set myself up for

God to be able to use me

however he wants to and it's

like if that's me at the

games and that's me at the

games if that's me and you

know 11th place at the

semifinals or 60th place or

40th place at the

semifinals it's like I've

come to accept the fact

that like I'm gonna be

wherever he wants me to be

and there's so much peace in that

So earlier we talked about

feeling insignificant at times, right?

When you see your face, not on the,

on the stuff.

And do you ever get mad at

yourself that you've,

you've let that happen when

that's not the most important thing?

Yeah, totally.

But then I also have to have

grace with myself too.

You know, it's like,

we're still humans and you know,

that's such like a,

I think that's a natural way to feel,

but then it's like,

you almost have to catch

yourself and be like,

bring yourself back to like, like this is,

this is you, like, this is your,

your journey.

Of course,

you're not going to be Danny

Spiegel on the board.

It's because you're not Danny Spiegel.

It's like, you're,

you're Gabby and you're doing like,

you just have to stay in your,

your own lane.

So I think it, yeah, I,

I definitely get a little

frustrated with myself sometimes,

but then, like I said,

you have to offer grace to

yourself and be like, okay, it's like,

yeah, sure.

You felt that way, but let's, you know,

come on.

Yeah.

Let's keep going.

Yeah.

I need to remember that at times too.

Yeah.

So I want to finish up with

kind of a fun question and

it can be faith partner or whatever,

but going into one of the

most iconic venues in CrossFit history.

Yeah.

with your current position,

you're going to line up in

a heat with Alex Kazan, Ariel Lowen,

Emily Rolfe, like the best of the best.

Yeah.

How do you celebrate that

without celebrating too much?

I went back and I started,

I watched some like the old

documentaries of like, you know,

when they were in, in that stadium,

Um,

I think I'm just allowing myself time

to kind of reflect almost like I,

cause I remember watching, you know,

those documentaries and be like,

those people are crazy.

I'm never going to do that.

And like,

here I am watching those

documentaries and being like,

I'm going to be in that

stadium or one of the ladies, um,

Nancy McCaig from our gym.

She was, um,

she used to compete in the age,

like in the masters.

And, um, she competed in that stadium and,

um,

I was like talking to one of the,

like Kirsten from my gym.

And I was like,

how many like assault bike

workouts have I done?

And like Nancy's face is up

on the wall with like her, her Jersey.

And like, it's like, that was,

she's such an inspiration for me.

Like, so it's like a personal one.

It's like, I think that, yeah,

just allowing myself to

like reflect and be happy and be like, I,

you know, I earned this,

that spot.

It's like, I do deserve to be there.

It's like, I do deserve to,

to be in seventh place.

I didn't just get there by a fluke.

You know, it's like, yeah, I,

I could not be happier for

you that you have had this season.

Um,

it's been fun watching you from 2022 on

that.

You're also getting a

uniform X semis this year.

Like that's never happened before.

Yeah.

It's going to be pretty sweet.

So you're going to have a Jersey.

Yeah.

How much is that going to mean?

Pardon?

How much is that going to mean?

Oh, a lot.

Like that's going to be special.

You going to wear it during

the competition?

Cause you're not required to.

No, I was trying to think of that too.

I was like, do I, do I wear it?

Do I just save it and like, you know,

hide it away somewhere or

like display it somewhere.

Like I'm still trying to,

figure all that out I was

like maybe I'll wear it for

for one of the events I had

it um yeah I was like I

don't know yet yeah I think

that's a really cool

element I know some people

have dogged on a little bit

but I think it's cool that

yeah a lot of athletes that

just missed the games or

yeah it's cool to have a

memento from making it the semis yeah

yeah like we got a cool like

a two pood belt last year

and I haven't used that a

single time I have it just

sitting in in my room it's

like you have to take time

to appreciate those things

and it it helps when you

have yeah something like

your your name and number

on a jersey like I think

it's I think it's super

cool and I think it's a

really cool cool gesture

that they're they're doing

I think it makes it special

and it yeah kind of it

almost like legitimizes it you know

some more and being like hey

like you know your top 40

in your region like that is

that takes a lot of time

you know like you know here

you go here's your name and

your number I think it's super cool yeah

Well, I can't wait to watch you.

If I can get there in person,

it'll be the best.

If not, watch you on the stream,

but we'll stay in touch.

And, um,

we're going to do shows from

during that whole weekend.

So maybe I'll reach out.

We'll get, have you on the weekend.

If I can't be there in

person to talk to you in person.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I love that a lot.

Well, good luck in Carson.

And, uh,

And Hattie's yelling at me in the chat.

You better be there.

Hattie and I will come and

drag you wherever you are.

We'll get you there.

Well,

truth be told is I have not been

approved for media credentials yet.

What?

Which is really late for this.

So still waiting on that.

We'll sign a petition.

We'll start a petition.

We'll get you in somehow, I'm sure.

All right.

Well, Gabby, as always, such a treat.

Thank you to everybody in

the chat for being here.

Love you all.

And we'll see everybody next

time on the Clydesdale

Media Semi-Finalist Series.

Bye, guys.

Bye-bye.